Last Love

Before I leave the womb of Earth,

To  scatter in dimensions ,beyond Birth.

In laps of Gods and in shadows of Silk

Weaved not out of tyrant time ,

But churned out of eternal milk

Shall I love once for last ,for sake of thy beauty Vast

Or will I be cursed on holy path,

 Where I must end all that boils

Including a lovers duty for thy holy beauty .

If I choose to be in warmth

And shadow of thine love

Would the Gods blame me?

For shallowness ,which my earthly flesh

Treasures so deep .

They say,

I must have my colorless wings

And cant afford the oil of thy love

On my feathers of righteousness that stings

And must vanish dry and barren

 into the white cottons of heaven.

So Angels giggle at my childish whims

And Demons ridicule my indigent dreams.

For I cannot be so bold;

To have both ,

earthly love and heavenly Gold