Before I leave the womb of Earth,
To scatter in
dimensions ,beyond Birth.
In laps of Gods and in shadows of Silk
Weaved not out of tyrant time ,
But churned out of eternal milk
Shall I love once for last ,for sake of thy beauty Vast
Or will I be cursed on holy path,
Where I must end all
that boils
Including a lovers duty for thy holy beauty .
If I choose to be in warmth
And shadow of thine love
Would the Gods blame me?
For shallowness ,which my earthly flesh
Treasures so deep .
They say,
I must have my colorless wings
And cant afford the oil of thy love
On my feathers of righteousness that stings
And must vanish dry and barren
into the white
cottons of heaven.
So Angels giggle at my childish whims
And Demons ridicule my indigent dreams.
For I cannot be so bold;
To have both ,
earthly love and heavenly Gold